stronger then ever

alfatihah to bab nad...the biggest lost dlm hidup nad.she's changing..mb sbb br2 lg kot..mmg ssh bl kita hilang sumone yg pling kita syng lam idup ni..i know nad i've been in ur situation be4..n yet i still miss him even dh 11 tahun..tp ak taw yg ak boleh survive without him..msa time arwah meninggal km adik bradik lg kecik2..time tu plak recession..ssh time tu.tp ak kecik lg...nk tolong pun xberdaya..pa nk bt..my mak is one tough woman..now i know nad...hg lani dh bsr n u should be more matured in handling ur emotion..ssh smua ni..xseng.org lain xphm..tp aku pnh lalui semua ni nad..so lalui bnda ni sebgai ujian untk kita jd lagi kuat..ak xmampu nk tlng dr segi lain..tp dr segi semngt, insyallah...one day when u look back u'll know who strong u've become, how its change ur life..how it made u a better person...ak rsa kalu arwah abah ak still ad ak xkan jd independent cmni..serius..so nad hg nk mellow dlu juz take ur time...but continue ur stdy..tugas hg as anak..ur bab will be proud...so ur ma..

p/s..i need my fren too...so DUN be selfish!!!!!bkn hg sorng ja kehilangan..ak pun..ak nk bff ak blk!!!!!i miss u..xda orng leh ganti hg..even reza..n u know it!!!